Year of the Boar, Ninth Month, Day 29.

Yuuta tapped on the door of my chamber again late last night. At first, I felt disinclined to grant him entry but when he knocked a second time, I decided that some company would be pleasant after all.
Yuuta is not a terribly good conversationalist; I tried to probe him for information about the state of the House but either his interests lie solely with what he should ask his tailor to create next and little else, or he is so clever that he managed to evade my questions with such skill that it appeared he was oblivious to my implications... which it is, I have yet to decide.
I gave up on conversation fairly quickly, it was not what he came to my chamber for in any case, and we indulged in some mutual pleasure until the small hours of the morning. Yuuta was a little more forceful last night which suggests that he is trying to test my limits; to see how far he can go. He is most certainly self-assured and he knows how to touch a woman but the deep, burning need I feel for the Chief is just not there.